Skin humming under voltage

grief veins carry charcoal heat

slow-burning

sacred

Breath drips, disciplined, deliberate,

desperate

Tell me you taste this tension

Tell me you hear that hidden hunger

Keep still. Keep still. Keep still…….

pull me under

Diffusion

Bleed my edges into you, into you

Crush my center / pressure, pressure

Diffusion / diffusion Name me nothing ‘til I’m true

Press + crack

Sink. Fade. Merge. Black.

Consecrated corrosion, I keep swallowing the static temple

of tendon and anger

Jaw locked in quiet violence

I kneel in the engine noise

I kneel in the engine noise

Hands steady, ceremony in the dirt

Salt streaks dry on the cheek like lacquer

Discipline, darling, discipline, darling

No surrender, only shaping

Every promise hammered into bone like prayer nails!

Every silence heavier than iron water

Say it soft so nobody forgives us

Say it slow so the fever remembers

We weren’t

innocent.

We were

deliberate.

Hear the heart hit metal

Hear the drum hit marrow

Hear the pulse get narrow, narrow, narrow

I’m not crying,

I’m condensing

I’m not shaking,

I’m aligning

Closer / tighter / smaller / brighter

Until I’m nothing but a

blade of breath in your mouth

Tighter

brighter

Tighter

Cut !

clean!

cut cleaner!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!eleven!!!!!1111!!

Pull / pull / pull me under

Diffusion

Bleed my edges into you,

into you

Crush my center

pressure, pressure

Diffusion

Name me nothing ‘til I’m true

Drown me gentle

drown me violent

I don’t run I dissolve in silence

Mouth to mouth to mouth to mouth

Circle tighter, spiral deeper, spiral deeper, spiral deeper

Body is an oath. Body is an oath. Body is an oath.

Bite down. Don’t beg. Don’t blink. Don’t break.

Bite down. Don’t beg. Don’t blink. Don’t break.

I hoped you like this song. I really enjoyed making it 🙂

-kira